Haven't you learnt enough to know that judging would lead you down this path? And there's absolutely NO ONE to blame but YOURSELF. So suck it up and be a man about it.
Be pissed at yourself for all I care. Just quit ruining your image. This is not the kind of person you want to become. This is not what I would want for you. There isn't even any rational explanation on why you should feel this way. Where has your Ego gone to?? Fix this and get back on your feet.
Sure it sucks. Sure it's not easy. But life isn't. And after living for 2 whole decades, this should be engraved into your skull and be relatively more familiar than the A B C's.
You need to stop forming elitist images and judging people even if you don't say it out loud. Yes, karma is hell and now you're paying. Don't let yourself suffer anymore and just be cool about it. STOP BEING BLOODY PARANOID. It is not going to get you anywhere.
Anyway, why should you care. He's just another stranger and you've never cared much for strangers' judgements. So don't be bothered and stop judging others.
FIX IT. PRONTO.
Much love,
Superego.
This should work for now.
I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care.
