I hate having these kind of feelings. How can someone who is meant to be "out of sight, out of mind" be so bloody contradictory and be popping into my mind for a visit as if it's the most penetrable substance in the whole universe. Alright, so maybe it is partly my fault that it's so easily penetrable. But still...

I hate it that I keep thinking about you. I hate it that I'm feeling all overly emotional and neurotic. I hate it that I'm paranoid. I hate it that I'm falling hard. And mostly I hate the fact that I don't even know you at all. That goes to say, I don't even exist in your world. Maybe not yet. Maybe never. Do I even have cognitive resources left to shoulder this kind of load??

My heart's getting tired. That, and I need to keep my image. I'm not about to lose my mind over someone I don't know. Boy, you don't know how strong your halo effect is on me. I can't even believe that I've used psychological terms to rant in this post. Bloody hell, maybe I am losing my mind.

BUMMER. I shall not bother about you. I shall keep calm and SMELL~

SO LONG, PERSON THAT I STILL DO NOT KNOW :)