You know I can only stay pessimistic for the first few days.
And then all the negative reasoning starts to sink in.
And well, all will end the same anyway.
It gets me thinking and thinking till it keeps me awake at night.
Thoughts run through my head and they won't slow down.
Am I still stuck in the vicious cycle?
When will it end?
An onion once, an onion forever.
A sad story.
"I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night"