Taro Pies. :D

Maybe the time has come for me to stop dreaming and grow up. Time to let go of that dream of being a music producer. It's a little too far-fetched. Ok, not a little. A LOT. Especially for someone who can't even get the hang of bass after 2 years.

For fun, yes, maybe, y not. In the real world, only lucky people who has gone through hardship get those kind of rewards. I mean, who in this lifetime can get to become like Yoshiki? None. Except Yoshiki himself.

Huh, even those with qualifications and experience can't get to where they want to go. What about me? Qualifications, ZERO. Experience, ZILCH. How far is that gonna get me in the music industry?

And hardship. What hardships have I gone through so far in my life? O Levels? RIIGHT. How is that hardship. I live a very sheltered life. I have not even gone into the working world. Never gotten a job before. My family tries to shelter me from the real world. But where does that get me? Sometimes I wish for a not so normal life. Just that little bit.

Forget it then. I'll just drag myself in the world of journalism. I'm probably going to drown even before I get to where the ocean turns deep. But what choice do I have. Someone told me, "Do what you have to do, then do what you want to do." I guess that is the driving force for me right now. ありがとう. You know who you are =)