had the bbq today... i had to go off early.. objective? to fetch my sis hu is dismissed today at 5:20pm... so i had to go off by 5... the bus ended up having a one hr interval instead of the 20 mins interval that the one on the web says... and so, waiting for the bus was ok... but i had to be at woodlands in front of my sis' school by 5:20... i reached the sembawang interchange at 5:20... n so the trip back to woodlands was abt 10 mins... fine... tt was my MY fault.... I WAS IN THE WRONG FOR NOT LEAVING EARLIER.... MY FAULT.....



i ran all the way to my sis sch... reached there at 5:40... ONLY TO NOE THAT MY SEC 2 SIS HAD ALREADY FETCHED MY PRI 1 SIS....... WHAT - THE - FUCK DID I RUSH HOME FOR?????? WHAT- THE - FUCK WAS MY OBJECTIVE TO GO OFF EARLY IN THE FIRST PLACE??? TELL ME... COZ I REALLY WANNA NOE... I RAN ALL THE WAY JUST BECAUSE THEY TOLD ME NO ONE WAS FREE TO FETCH MY SIS... N WHEN I WENT HOME, ALL... YES, I REPEAT, ALL WERE AT HOME OREADY.....


WHAT-THE-FUCK
WHAT-THE-FUCK
WHAT-THE-FUCK


forget it... its over... time has passed... move on mira... MOVE ON.... well then, wats the best way of solving this thing? well, yeah, im bloody pissed... n my parents i think are disappointed in me for reaching home late... and so, wat do i do?


argue with them till i win because im pissed and thats wat i feel like doing? well, not quite...
no matter how pissed i am, i cant win the argument if i were to even argue with my parents... u cnt fight fire with fire.... so, wat do i do? well, use reverse psychology..... make them feel bad then.....


im just gonna keep quiet n say that its been my fault... its my fault that i din reach my sis sch on time to fetch her... my fault that i actually believed the internet for saying that the bus has a 20 mins interval... my fault that the bus had the one hr interval and i had to sit there waiting for the bus to come...


ive learnt to fight my battles.. n this is one example... yeah, im gonna feel bad for making them feel bad and its gonna hurt keeping that anger in... but then, i get a sense of satisfaction... so yeah... let it be... like i said... its already been put in the past....


im over it...