i wouldnt really bother if it weren't someone i cared about. but it is. n i do. i dunno how much more of this i can take. in front of u, i get really mood less. well, this may sound super pathetic. but maybe u've been the reason i was so eager to go to school everyday. i cant take the cold atmosphere. id rather u were pissed at me.
i tried. but it didnt seem the same. i fear it never will be. i really wish i hadnt made that stupid mistake. one mistake, took away what i looked forward to everyday.
silence. 2 days. i really dunno how much more i cn take.